Kevin's Bacon @Kevin's Bacon - 23d
Watching hoe_math explain levels again and I'm realizing, I think I actually do access level 9 consciousness on a daily basis. I think that's part of a comprehensive explanation for why most people just cannot relate to me, like at all. Apparently 1 in 1000 people do that on a regular basis. I'm also extremely sensitive, extremely high in openness, very straightforward, and extremely high in IQ at 143, which is the top 2 in 1000 people. And a bitcoiner and anarchist. People never know what to do with me lmao!
(Of course I don't always get to that level when I'm hungry, stressed, or encumbered by tyrannical bureaucratic nonsense fucking up my life.)
I think a lot of us nostriches are! Thankfully we have this medium on which to connect with like minds.
And I mean they can relate to certain things, but I gotta find the right person and the right thing to talk about where they just get it, for that particular train of thought. That's really fun for me. I can relate with people just fine, and they can with those aspects of me. It's exceedingly rare to find someone who doesn't get flabbergasted by me after hanging out or working together for the a longer period of time though. They have no reference frame for the kind of world I inhabit on a daily basis, and they infer expectations that don't match the reality of me, are surprised or disappointed far more than they are used to for other people. It's a high compliment to be sure. But I also find, in this democratic, bureaucratic economy, little room or utilization for exceptionally unique individuals like myself.
tl; dr: the job market sucks and school prevented me from my natural inclination to develop entrepreneurial and finance skills and now I'm cooked, bro. nostr:nevent1qqs90lqd2qfkfp3nxsk2jh4mjj9fzqeanplwj3jgvrpjs7vccyfwtvqpremhxue69uhhg6rfwd5hxctjv4kxz7fwdehhxarjxyhxxmmd9upzq0w6g5qg5qu367fnuxh8esacgjlaj8yjmhhapa2uu6haqfthdukmqvzqqqqqqyymkgx2
But I have nostr, I have Bitcoin, I have an exceptional philosophical and intellectual foundation, and I have an amazing girlfriend who actually understands me, which is absolutely fucking mental how extremely rich that makes me despite having virtually no fucking income nor means of significantly bettering my relative poverty financial position. It's absolutely absurd the amount and kind of wealth I have. nostr:nevent1qqsxxw832d368x5uwuu4wwk2wpvgz2lpkrh7c8hvcd3e9j92k6gkfdcpremhxue69uhkummnw3ez6ur4vgh8wetvd3hhyer9wghxuet59upzq0w6g5qg5qu367fnuxh8esacgjlaj8yjmhhapa2uu6haqfthdukmqvzqqqqqqycx5yqu
